I underwent a varicocele procedure in June 2008 for pain in my left testicle that was moderate but not overbearing. I was 28 and very athletic—I ran often, and played soccer on a semi-professional level up until I was 22.
Four days after the operation, I was lying on my stomach on my bed and I pushed myself shoulders upwards with my arms. A sudden sharp pain shot through my lower left abdomen, precisely at the point where the embolization was placed. The pain lasted for days, radiating and excruciating.
I went back to the doctor, he looked at via ultrasound and said everything was normal. He couldn’t explain the pain. Said it was “some other issue.”
Over the next year and a half, the pain would die down and then, through a rapid movement every couple months or so (during sex notably, or running), the pain would return. It would last about a month, ever so slowly dying down. I was forced to teach myself not to move as I normally would, and ignore the pain.
I don’t know why, but the pain seemed to come out when i was hungry or had an empty stomach. In other words, there seemed to be a relationship between the pain and my digestive system from the start.
I also noticed that, while running, I would get incredible stomach cramps on my left side, which never happened before. I slowly lost pleasure in doing physical activities.
At the end of 2009, a year and a half after the embolization, suddenly the pain went away but it was replaced with what I describe as “numbness.” Pleasure, in general, energy died down tremendously. A myriad of different health issues began to appear, including, from most to least notable and annoying: sexual dysfunction, chronic fatigue, digestion problems.
Since then, I have tried to find solutions to my symptoms, as well as the underlying causes, with minimal success. Above all, I just want to lead a life where I am not trying to resolve body issues—which has taken up tremendous creative energy.
I have my theories as to what happened inside of me (see long story). I would love to hear your own story, if you have one, or hear your feedback, if you have suggestions or comments.